Heart

Dear God, I dont wanna live with a heart... I just wanna be an unfeeling machine.... Or just let me forget everything that has ever happened...

sigh...

I finally reached the epitome of stupid...

enough?

Is it not enough? No matter how hard I try, its just not enough... Even when I do everything that is within my capabilities, theres nothing that could change the fact that Im stupid... In the beginning, I thought that its just me whose not working hard enough to achieve what I want and I always believed that if I just worked harder then I would get what I want. But the world doesn work that way... It likes to lead people on in thinking that effort is all that matters but the truth is... Effort is only a fraction of the iceberg and the rest is fate.
In conclusion, me=stupid...

Drug

Im sending myself to rehab coz you are like a drug to me. I know you're no good for me so Im cleaning myself off of you... Bye...