long blog

man... This is the only time where I can spare some time to write my blog... These past few days have been really hectic for me, its like I cant even find time to think. Mostly my time was spent on studying or finishing my homework or worrying about my car incident which I will explain later. Even today is considered a pretty busy day due to the fact that I just finished my exam plus later around 7pm I have to go out to finish my assignment which to my horror is completely wrong ( as if nothing can go wrong!!! ) so in other words I am a really busy girl. The fact that I went to KL last week didn help matters either. Although, I did not regret going to KL because I went there to spend Valentines with my boyfriend. Speaking of Valentines, I will give a blow by blow on my trip to KL. First I arrived on friday around 4pm then he came to pick me up at KL central then we took the LRT to Setapak (thats where he live) then for dinner my friend has this Barbeque thing for all course representatives and we were invited. Basically, it was a nice party but for me, it was kinda boring because the only thing I could eat was the fruits and the mee whereas other people get to have seafood (Im allergic to seafood) and there was mosquitoes biting me throughout the whole night plus I am from different campus and there was not many things to talk about. But I have to comment on the mee, it was extremely good! Or maybe I was too hungry to even notice. Apart from that, I also did some catching up with my old friends but I noticed that they have all changed and it feels as if Im the only one left unchanged.

The next day, after some breakfast at this stall near my boyfriend's place, we took a LRT to Kelana Jaya then a taxi to a shopping mall called The Curve. I have always liked this shopping mall coz it has this The Street theme which I thought was kinda cool and it also has this open air concept which is very unique compared to other shopping malls. After walking around for a while, we went to IKEA but thats where everything starts falling apart. His friend called to say that my boyfriend took his room key and he needs it back desperately as he has class later. So he has to travel all the way back to hand over the keys to his friend and come back again which took around 2 hours thus making us miss the first part of the movie. After the movie, my mood was not all that great and to make things worst he pinned the blame on me! Sigh... All I can say is this was not the best Valentines I had in mind. But in the end he apologized and I got a really nice necklace! Then later we went to this restaurant called Kim Gary and had some dinner and we went back. On the last day, we just went to a nearby shopping mall and had some brunch then came home. Basically, that was my Valentines.
On another note, my roomate crashed my car which I only found out when I came back from KL. Sigh... I feel like shouting "How could this happen to me???" she didn even ask for my permission! How could she took my car and take it for a joy ride? Right now I cant even bear to talk to her right now. I can only tolerate her but if she ever try to pull another stunt like that, shes so going to get it from me.
Anyway, this blog has probably shown another side of me but im still a sweet girl inside you know...

Regret

I have really tried my very hardest to concentrate in my studies, but I only managed to finish studying one chapter... pretty pathetic... So right now im writing my blog in an attempt to relax so that I could concentrate later. Nothing much going on right now apart from the fact that my life is going to be seriously busy the next two weeks... OH PLEASE GOD! Please give your daughter the strength and the wisdom to see through this semester without passing by the skin of her teeth. And I promise to study everyday! The thought of going through the whole of my degree with such poor results scares me even more that the scary ghost of Ju On. I mean how am I supposed to find a job with such poor results? sigh... The future seems bleak to me... If only God could answer my prayers now... On another note, I honestly do not think im such a dumbo that other people presume me to be... As far as I know, I used to be smarter that all those people studying with me but what I couldn understand is why cant I be as smart as I was before? A nagging voice behind me says, the reason why you have reached such a desolute state is because you dont study enough! But thats what almost everyone says that when your not performing well in any aspect of your life... But I know... The truth is I am not working as hard as everybody else and I shoud really change my attitude before I live to regret it.

My lovely Perak

Right now im in my mom's office where my mom is busy talking to my aunt about the latest news happening in Perak. The huge blowup with PKR and Barisan National. Honestly I dont know whats all the fuss about them, all I know is that the Barisan National are really devious. How can they possibly do this kind of thing? And how can the PKR people do this to us? The people placed their trust into them and look what happened? They just decided to leave and support the Barisan National. And on top of that, i thought the Sultan of Perak would have a by election but no... He just said Barisan National get to govern the whole Perak... End of Story... So please tell me, how is that fair to the people who voted for the PKR? Therefore the people think that they are being conned and decided to voice their protest outside the Istana Kinta. And they do it with such style too! laying down in the middle of the road while waving a flag. Not to mention flogging down the sultan's car and all the menteri besar's car too. And dont forget all those people lining up outside the palace waving banners of protest. Honestly, as a member of the Barisan National, you know that the people hate your guts so why do you wanna bring this down on yourself? So that you can have people who hate your guts and cant wait to detroy you? Despite all your fancy words of swearing to help us and everything, the people honestly dont want your help. If they really wanted you to lead them, they would have voted for you in the last election. In other words, please save yourself all the trouble and energy, and just leave the decision to the people. Because right now, the last thing you need is the people turning their backs at you. Thanks for listening! ( this article is focused at Barisan National supporters)

Note to self... Food is a really great cure for splitting headaches and migraines therefore it is advisable to eat during a headache. Somehow I felt that these few days are as if a moving train is rushing towards me. This might be because my assignments keep coming and not to mention my exams too. Although im trying with all my might to handle all of these with ease just like the rest of my brilliant classmates, the solution on how they do it still eludes me. So I keep going to bed feeling restless and that I haven't finished my work yet. Anyway, my group has almost finished the base for one of the assignments which is Pengajian Malaysia which in my opinion is a pretty dumb subject. Why on earth do we need that silly subject anyway? Its not like when we go out looking for jobs, our emplyers are going to ask " How much did you get for your Pengajian Malaysia?" Its not even related to my course for crying out loud! But yet we're still stuck with this no matter how much we complain... Tomorrow I'll be going back to my hometown to renew my driving license which is going to expire on the 11th of this month.

stress

my mind is in a whirl... This semester is going to be yet another excruciating semester for me again.... I keep thinking to myself... "when will it end? Is this how my life going to be?"... But then the more optimistic side of me starts shouting, "How can you possibly think that way? You are supposed to think positively and fight your way through this thing and not sit there and bemoan yourself!" Thus two sides of me keeps warring with each other, both not giving up in swaying me in their direction, resulting in me getting the most humongous headache in history. On top of that, I have to prepare for tomorrows class plus hand in an assignment the following week and prepare for a major test next week anf to top it all I have to worry about the prom night that is going to be held on goodness know when! Not to mention, I need to contemplate whether or not I should learn french and should I go down to kl next week for Valentines to visit my boyfriend whose been pining for me and bring down the wrath of my mom on my head... Yeah... I got nothing to stress about...