Free will + Mindless prattle

I have got to say... This holiday is turning out to be exactly what I thought it would be... Totally boring... Theres practically nothing for me to do except eat and sleep which basically sums up my activities of the day, not to mention that it does not help in my diet program (if I have any) in any way so in other words my goal to becoming hot and sexy is screwed... Thanks a lot UTAR! I cannot imagine why on earth did they have to give us 3 months break, its practically a waste of our time and by the time we start school after 3 months, there is practically no way we could possibly remember everything that we have learnt last semester so we are basically learning for nothing... Thanks again UTAR! you are a total life saver! (NOT!!!!). When one is at home with nothing to do, one does ponders on the meaning of life and the reason we humans are here (occasionally on my part) and usually one ends up with nothing but a realization how fast time flies when one is thinking of pointless stuff like that. Right now I feel as if I just wrote a whole load of garbage, sorry readers... Back to some serious matters, on the 17th of Oct I will be going to Penang to celebrate my grandfather's wedding which to tell you the truth I dont really feel like going because every year we'll be eating the same food and doing the same thing. Im not the only person that feels that way, my brother and sister totally resent that they are being forced against their will to go back to Penang when they could spend their time in a much more productive manner. Its like that time during study week where I had to lie my way out in order for my father not to manhandle me back to Penang to join some cousin of his wedding which by the way nobody attended, its was practically just family and none of her friends came to celebrate which just proves one thing... She does not have any... which is pretty pathetic considering how old you are. The fact of the matter is I hate being forced into anything that I dont want to do, I think that is the worse fate that anyone could undergo because what could be worse than knowing that you are being forced against your will to do something that you hate?